ThE wOrLd

Everyone has desires... Some people desire fame, some fortune, others desire love... But I have one desire, and once I achieve it, I'd die in peace... The is my desire for a purpose... My existence in this world is insignificant, as a minor in society, I don't get respect and recognition, and I don't feel that my presence brings enough importance to anyone. I just need a purpose, as God shapes everbody's destiny specifically, making every single person have their own unique abilties, and no two persons on this earth are identical, there may be similar people, but their will never be two people of earth possesing the same physical appearance and having the same intellectual skills... Anyway all i need to do is find my purpose in life, and get it over and done with, so I can die a contented man, boy, human, whatever?

So anyway I got to see most of my prelim result, and I gotta say it has sucked to the max so far, it is so near, yet so far, so see an A1 on my results slip, intelligence and diligence work hand in hand to bring a person success, and without either, no one can make it big in this world, some say intelligence is earned, others say it is inherited, while some just go with the fact that hard work beats all...

Well my fingers are tired... The post ends here

Questions

This whole year has been an enriching and fun time, both in school and outside school... But throughout the year I can sense that there has been this question about me : 'Is Arthur Phua EMO???'... Well I can say to you guys who think I am emo, I can assure you that I a not close to being emo... I just don't desire attention, and prefer to remain a thinker. I can be boring, thats why people avoid me, but maybe sometimes I just prefer to be left alone, to think... and maybe when I'm thinking I look as though I'm sad and maybe it gives the impression that I am EMO... or maybe the previous night i was up late studying and didn't get enough sleep, so i get the eye bags, and makes me look emo as well, maybe the hairstyle also causes me to look EMO, but I shall end my post here by saying that I AM NOT EMO!

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Well so yesterday managed to get out and destress... Caught a movie with the church youths... We watched hairspray, good movie, funny, retro and weird... it was seriously hilarious as we knew that John Travolta was acting as the main character's fat mother. After that went to eat... My parents have really gotta stop worrying so much about me, cos as soon as there's no sign of me by 11pm, they panic and call me up... *sigh*... O'levels has really torn apart my love for many things such as sports, lan gaming, music, even reading!!! O'levels just turns everyone into robots who have to either study and become successful or become the rejects of society in the future, which I think is stupid... People should not be judged and valued by their jobs and certs... They should be free to pursue their dreams and not just focus all our attention on money... anyway, thats what i think...

I think I'm gonna start playin the piano again... guitar, maybe after o levels im gonna learn ELECTRIC GUITAR!!! haha well we'll just have to wait and see... destiny awaits...

No holidays

Well the 'holidays' have started... but it wont be much of a holiday cos i have to go back on most of the days.... DNT is starting to annoy me but it will soon end... been studyin like crazy the past few weeks... the only way for me to destress is to watch videos like this