Its Sunday!!!

So we finally reached the end of the weekends, and its back to the old grind starting tomorrow....
Oh well, nothing lasts forever, even school....
So yesterday was ok, corporate worship practice was a little different than I expected...
They were just getting random people to play the song King Of Majesty as a band, which I refused to do since I'm not sure of the chords....
So didn't get to touch the guitar at all.... Sadded....
And rushed down to Yishun for discipling...
And found out today that I might not be discipling Jessica and Debby anymore... Instead I'm gonna disciple JJ... Crazy right, for all those who know, we would probably spend half the time joking and messing around... And I'll bet he has more bible knowledge than me!!! Sobs...
Ok la, so today, youth band practice! Was pretty good, at least now I know the song 'Victory Chant' can keep going up one key.... Look out for that!
And ya today's joke of the day features....
Alan and Joshua doing their nonsense in public
They were playing a street fighter hand signs game, so funny...
And halfway through the game Joshua decided to become spiderman.... Watch the lameness...
Must see!

Some more updates....

Ok, so on thursday bought myself a belt with my name on the buckle.... Its pretty big, but I like it.... Cost me $49....
And yesterday went to National library to do my WDS (Web Design) project proposal, its a long proposal but I'm only halfway through... Maybe even less....
And net group! Net group was great! As usual.
And now, gonna try to finish up my proposal, though it seems impossible cos I have to go down to Sembawang for the corporate worship practice....
Then The Edge later on....
Hmm... Oh yeah I have to wear this super uncomfortable retainer.... Thats just a piece of plastic that I have to put into my teeth, and the effects are like worse than braces... Cos it it poke the inside of my mouth, which makes my feel like throwing up, and I have to wear it overnight, so in the morn when I remove it my teeth on the lower jaw hurts like crap!
Ok la better start doing my proposal, if not will fail...

School...

So ya, as I've said school has started, and the projects are really starting to kill me...
The modules are still rather alien to me... I'm still a little lost when it comes to the tutorials...
And ya I think I've done horribly for the term tests...
And my oh my is hell gonna break loose at home after I get my results....
Hmm ok, lets leave that aside, and ya I've done my CDS (Cross Disciplinary Subject) selection, I hope that my parents approve of my choice, a module about music application and expressions... Second choice is intro to psychology, hehe, learn how to manipulate people's midsets and thoughts, that sounds fun.
And ok, so totally wasted time by going to City Hall today just to eat the MacDonalds there... Initially I wanted to go to Suntec City to get a cd or 2 but JiaJia suggested we eat at Mac first... So after eating we felt too lazy to get up so we decided to use our laptops there...
Ok thats all....
Thank God school starts at 1pm tmr, I need all the sleep I can get....

Update...

Well nothing much has happened since Malaysia, except for the youth activity at Botanic Gardens, and the movie with David and Joel. Hmm. And we all thought that the NLT2 test was going to be yesterday but it turns out that it would be held next Sunday, due to miscommunication.... Ya and today's the first day of school! Was looking forward to this actually, cos its better than sitting around doing nothing all day... And went to Seoul Garden with Andrew, Zong Ming, Jia Jia and Vanda for lunch today. All the main food didn't manage to fill me up at all!
Only the ice cream could satisfy my hunger cos I'm lactose intolerant, ya so if I didn't eat the ice cream I would have stayed eating there, but we were also rushing for our CARC lecture, so we couldn't stay there long enough... Hmm ya thats about it, and I don't understand why my dad is getting so worked up over a Sony surround sound system... Only people who spent over $3000 at once at GSS using there Standard Chartered credit card is illegible to take part, and my dad asked me to send the sms for that lucky draw 10 times.... And when I came home he was like making that darn surround sound system sound so important, like if he didn't win it, he would die...
I just taught a lesson during disciplig about sin on saturday, and the bible says greed is a sin. The definition of greed is to have the desire to want more than you already have or need. So ya, we already have a surround sound system, but my father wants another... If thats not greed, what is?

I'm feeling unloved...

But I'm not telling why...

Narnia!

Ok so i watched The Chronicles Of Narnia Prince Caspian today, was supposed to be a net outing, but only david and joel came, but it was a good, visual effects was real sweet, but the fighting scenes were quite fake. As in, there was so much stabbing and slashing, but no blood. But I liked the storyline and the way it picks up from the first movie, so ya, I don't think they will be showing this in cinemas anymore, cos it came out quite some time ago...

HULK!

Ok so just reached back from watching the incredible hulk, got to say its a pretty good movie, and although it got a bit draggy in the middle, the fighting scenes were quite nice, if you're one who likes destrcution and violence, I'd say go for it. And the ending made me think, will there be a sequel, it should have, and note, notice why the movie Ironman came out at about the same period as this movie, when you watch it, you'll understand, do expect something, and ya, its late, better get to sleep.

And I cant believe I missed net group tonight, gives me that guilty feeling, but anyway, God is everywhere, and it doesn't matter where I am, but I just feel so sad that I'm gonna miss edge tmr, and band practice on Sunday!!!

Me? Shopping?

Yes I've finally done it. Arthur has finally shopped. The first time, and probably not the last.
Went to Mid Valley plaza in KL today to shop for some clothes. Bought a pair of jeans, and 3 shirts. 200RM in total. Hmm.
And Mid Valley is like dam big, like Vivocity liddat. Got bowling alley, guitar shop, cinema, pool, Metro, and a supermarket. And lots of eating places, what do you expect? Its Malaysia.
Had sushi for lunch, before going to play bowling. Really did poorly at bowling today, only managed to keep an average of 80, which sucks.
First round I had 80, and I won.
Second round I had 80 again, but was the loser, even lost to my brother.
After that came home and immediately went to play basketball.
Didn't do so well at that either. Have to practice accuracy. I can shoot from half court and the ball can hit the board with a loud 'THUD', yeah so strenght is there, but accuracy is crap.
Youth! Play basketball more often so I can practice!
Well, I guess today's been quite a productive day, I guess, and tmr might be a dull day, cos there's nothing much to do, but I heard that my dad's hotel has a gym, might wanna check that out.
And going to Genting this friday!
Hope my cousins are free to tag along, or else it will be super sian.
Cos my dad is afraid of even the kiddy rides, and its not fun to always sit with my mother and brother.
Gonna miss edge this saturday, feel so bad about it.
And band prac this Sunday, which sucks more.
Maybe i should take a plane home on saturday night. Haha

Peace...

Initially I thought of deleting the earlier post, but I figured that I should just edit its content a little, cos it was published in the heat of the moment.
Thanks Alan and David for your support, appreciate your comfort in this time.
And thanks Val for posting on our net blog, "Difficult moments, seek God. Painful moments, trust God." Really spoke to me.
Anyway, now that I'm in Malaysia I can have some time to do some soul searching, and reflecting on my behaviour, seeking God and just taking time to get away from it all.
Just like today, my first day in Malaysia, and I've eaten 5 meals already. And counting.
I just get into the eating mood when I'm stressed. Or when I'm totally relaxed.
Looking forward to the movie on 19th June.
And really hope to be given more freedom, just for the weekends.
Cos weekdays I have no time do have much leisure, and weekends are the only time to hang out and chill with the youth. I hope my parents eventually come to realise that.
Anyway, had a long day driving up to KL today, couldn't sleep in the car at all! So uncomfortable.
So I'm just gonna watch a movie or two before going to sleep.

Arthur hates his life.

If you know me I'm a cheerful person by nature.
Nothing can possibly spoil my mood.
The only thing capable of spoiling my mood would be a call from home at 9pm saying," Arthur! Where are you?! Don't you know its late?! I thought I told you to come home immediately after edge!"
9pm.
Late.
No wonder I have so few friends.
I'm too busy hiding in shame because I have a damn curfew at 9pm.
Yesterday, I reached home at 10.25pm.
We were having visitors, so when i reached home, my parents were like," Huh? so early arh?"
Today, reached home at 10.10pm.
Got scolding for being too late.
Notice the stupidity of the situation.
And think.
Leave a comment on my tagboard.
I need advice.

Destressed!

I just posted like half an hour ago, but I finally found something that can calm my nerves.





These songs. Lord of Lords and Hosanna by Brooke Frasier of Hillsong, she's definitely better than Colbie Caillat,Kelly Clarkson, etc.

Arthur is stressed!

Stressed over what? Not term tests.... But I'm still trying to figure out what I'm stressed about.
Its a horrible feeling, not being able to know what I'm stressed about. But I have all the symptoms of stress. Insane snacking between meals, fatigue, and sleepiness, not wanting the company of friends. Hmm if anyone has any idea please tell me, I'm really lacking sleep here.
And that big pile of poo I saw on Sunday, that darn image of it still hasn't left my mind. Maybe I"m stressed because of that. A runaway cow in Hougang? Anything's possible.
Maybe I'm stressed because holidays are coming and I'm afraid I'll have nothing to do.
But then again, maybe I'm stressed out finding out what I'm stressed about...
Vicious cycles...