Ok, updates (Not much though)

I'll be going away to Malaysia for the next week, grandad's in critical condition, leaving him bedridden, I heard.
Yesterday, lazed around at home...
Woke up at lik 10.30, went for lunch, took an afternoon nap and dinner, MSN, den went to bed.
Sounds like a wasted day dontcha think?
Today, at tuition, managed to stay quite focused, because I think I wouldn't have the mood to study in Malaysia.
And the science practical is on 16th October!!!
2 days after I return.
Rawr....
Anyway I can't stop feeding this bottomless pit of mine (the stomach)

It growls a lot, especially at night.
And at tuition today I couldn't take it anymore so I asked Eugenia to make me a sandwich.Ok, when I first looked at it I was impressed. She had it grilled! WOW!
Den I took a bite and noticed something strange.
Yes, I was eating my way to cancer.


Yeah so any way after that went for prayer meeting.
Followed by caregroup.
Dad was chasing me to leave the caregroup meeting earlier.
Dunno why.
When I rushed out he was still having a chat with brother Paul.
Wasted.... =.=

Joke of the night. (Take note of the words in the darker blue)

jordan: omg new pink shirt..

jordan: ahahah fine

e.v.i.e.: no la.. not new haha

jordan: sorrrrrrrrry

Paul: hahaha

Paul: YA LOR
WHERE GOT NEW SIA?

Paul: rite evie?

♂AngelG³X♂ I'll: haha

e.v.i.e.: hahaha

[Arthur] [www.a-: i dont get it

be my EVERYTHING: what's SIA?

GO SS GO: wear a few times loh

e.v.i.e.: only *ahem* was new

GO SS GO: lol

GO SS GO: sia loh

be my EVERYTHING: singapore airlines?

A day of formal (3/4 Style)

Ok so many I'll post some updates first.
Knee feels much better, can finally straighten properly.
And pimple problem improving.
No much pain, just scars....
Ugly, ugly scars.
Not a good time for photo taking la.
Evie says I copied her pose.
Anyway, edge, had a good message, a new series titled, "Search"
It was good, at least everything maaged to link up in the end although I got lost halfway during the message.
After that, had a good dinner at Hougang mall, after a long time of not hanging out with region 3/4.
Sunday morning, the youth wanted to wear formal as a region, but as usual, some of them didn't get the memo, most wore semi formal, I wanted to also but I had ushering duty and it didn't allow me to wear jeans, so had to wear full formal.
JJ came in a tie!
Wow super smart.
Everyone looked pretty good, yeah.



Yup, we stayed back at tampines building the whole day, studying in one of the classrooms.
Well I can say I managed to study a little, I finished a worksheet in 45 mins!
First time!
Usually I take 2-3 hours.
And even after 2 cans of coffee, a pack of cheese fries and a cup of Oreo Milo ice blend with pearl, I couldn't find motivation to study, so chatted with Johnathon and James about Heroes season 3, slowly linked to X-men, and finally Naruto.
The message for evening service was really good.
Although I was nodding off half the time, I really felt that the message was specially meant for me.
And the other words from God during alter call.

Anyway, I wanna apologise again, because today had been a day of tough choices.
I had been invited to 2 different parties.
One is from my long time buddy, Asri, who's Hari Raya party I missed last year as well, I really feel like I let you down this time bro, so I'm sorry.
And to Haziqah, I'm sorry I couldn't make it tonight, parents as usual.
And to Nicholas, real sorry I forgot your birthday was today, thank God I realised it before 12AM or I would really be feeling super guilty...

So thats it, the rest of the photos are up on facebook.

We looked like a mafia organisation

I wish things would go back the way it used to be.
Friends forever

Would she hear me if I call her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

Disappointment

So this disappointment is just another way that the devil attacks.
The only problem is that he's too convincing.
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Today was a rather promising day.
But things took an unexpected turn of events.
I was supposed to meet Ivan to go down to town to change guitar strings.
And after which, I would go over to his house to jam because its going to be his first time playing guitar for his net group this Friday.
Wanted to be of help to him, but due to my laziness, I woke up at 10.30am, got scolded by my mother and wasn't allowed to step out of the house in the afternoon.
Spent the whole day online, watching anime and just hopping around the different pages of Facebook.
James wanted me to suggest a nice place to study.
I jokingly suggested the lounge at my condominium's clubhouse, but he readily agreed.
So he came down with Pamela, and met Sheryl there as well, and we studied.
I only studied for about an hour, before going home to have my dinner.
After that, we went down to Buangkok to play basketball with the region youth.
A really huge turnout, which caught me by surprise.
It didn't feel like one of those badminton days where it was just the few of us.
Anyway, this basketball game was the sports 'event' that I had been looking forward to all week, which has only been two days, but whatever.
I have once again injured my knee, I thought it felt better today because I managed to straighten it fully without discomfort, but now it hurts again.
Had supper at the Kopitiam nearby, went home after that.
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Failure is the stepping stone to success.
Which idiot said that?
I've been a failure my whole life and I've never once tasted success.
So whoever quoted that ought to be shot.