Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hahahaha

Ok I have nothing better to do.
Dad's flying off in a few hours time.
Waiting for next class to start.
Lalalalalala.
Bored =\
Trying to be happy.
Laughing like siao in class.
Hyenas FTW!
zzzzzzZZZZZZZZ!

Yesterday, went to school, begged my parents to let me go to Evie's surprise thingy.
James came to my school and played CS with my coursemates!
Super funny!
Went to meet Evelyn and Andes at Tamp 1 later on.
Went for dinner.
Lavette joined us there.
Looked around for a cake for evie.
Ran after shuttle bus to IKEA.
Stopped by GIANT to look for party poppers.
Didn't find any.
Went to IKEA and waited.
Finally we hear the announcement,
"Dear customers, we have a lost 5 year old named Evie, dressed in a black jacket and red shirt. Please bring to the exit if found."
Waited at the exit.
Surprised her there.
Sang the birthday song twice in English, once in Chinese.
Prayed over her, took a photo.
And I left cos of the accursed curfew.
Took 27 back with Evelyn.
Bus super packed.
Thought about ALOT of things after alighting from the bus.
Wishing my holidays would just come sooner.
I need the break.
I wanna have fun! =)

Turn,

Turn you eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace.


Well, how's it been?
It's been ok-ok.
Can be better.
I realised that it's just a matter of perspective.
And a test of your faith in God.
And sad to say, I failed that test.
In my impatience and intolerance I've hurt so many others.
Right now all I ask, is for forgiveness.
From everyone who I've hurt during this time.
I'm sorry.
I really am.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

God, please help.

"Footprints In The Sand"

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
Cause I can feel you
When you say

I see my life flash across the sky
So many times have I been so afraid
And just when I have thought I lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say


Friday, July 24, 2009

It's been stressful...

I've been beaten down, I'm feeling down, tired and weary.
Emotionally drained.
Physically drained.
Spiritually drained.
I keep telling myself, just 1 more month to freedom.
But will I last that long?
I'm hope so.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Retro Fever~

It was good.
Really good.
Fun, funny, cool, crazy!
Went shopping for the outfits on Saturday.
Supposed to be studying, but yeah. =D
Worship was crazily off the hook!
Best sound system, best worship ever!
~Church on fire~
Didn't take many photos cos didn't wanna make Nicholas and Melvyn feel left out.
Melvyn got saved!
Great decision pal!
Dance item was good!
Best dressed!
Niceeee~~
Worse part was, I didn't take photo with sister! D=
Haha but took many photos with my mafia.
James the Mafia boss.
JJ the bodyguard.
Andes the Italian gangster.
Johnathon the big guy in a trenchcoat!
Lavette and Evelyn the... uhm...
No idea!
Haha!
Well but it was really really really fun.
For all those who missed it, all I have to say is....
You should have been there!

Friday, July 17, 2009

Swimming~~

Swimming with James today was good.
Managed 15 laps.
Backache after that.
Met Melvin and Vincent at the swimming pool.
Had a good chat there.
Introduced James to them.
Assignments piling up.
Stress coming in like never before.
The 4 hours of study thing is MUCH harder than I thought.
I feel like dying.
Too tiring.
Evangelism, Retro Fever and stuff coming up.
Will I be able to enjoy it to the fullest?
Or am I gonna let all this pull me down?
God give me strength.
To continue to place you in my highest priority.
Though studies and family are important.
I want to be able to put you first,
Even in the busiest of times.
Amen.