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Well I just read some of my friends' blogs and their older posts and wad they've been doing the past year, and I just realised that I've missed out on so many things last year, all the fun, the laughter and the happy times... I guess the only thing I can thank is the O'levels and my parents obsessiveness with good academic results... I know I'm not the brightest of the lot, but I also know that I'm not the worst of the bunch, but somehow my parents always seem to try and restrict how much fun I can have... Although they've managed to let go a lot and give me more freedom, they still always set the curfews so tight... especially my dad... All because my grandparents raised him and my uncle up to be so competetive in everything... From studying to driving to getting married to getting the eldest grandson etc etc.... So I guess my dad wants the same for my bro and I... But I'm guessing he realises by now that both my bro and I aren't academically strong, but he still pushes us to study to the point where no freedom is allowed... Last year this was true to the point where I couldn't go to edge on saturday and was almost barred from going to net group... The O'levels have really hindered my walk with God and the knowledge of the word... It turned me to a selfish, EMO punk who can hardly smile at any thing and thinks negative thoughts all the time... Well I'm sure that all that is going to change this year....

Oh and I'm going to retake my science O'levels... Cos I failed and I need it to get into engineering, I don't mind wasting a year, yeah so we'll see what will unfold...

Artist : Paramore
Track : Hallelujah
Album : Riot! (2007)

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking up

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah" (hallelujah)
Hallelujah




In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through Him. Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be the satisfaction for our sins.John 4:19