Nothing much as usual....

So my msn status is set to (Sleeping),
but here I am, blogging,
Nothing much to post about.
Monday, came to submit PRSP assignment 2,
got back my assignment 1, and I got a C+!
haha not bad i bluffed my way through but i feel that Dr Eng was really a nice guy when he marked it.

And so, tuesday, did some CARC at home, then slacked and slacked....

Wednesday, went to school to study CARC with Aiman, Ain, Haziqah and Lohes.
We took quite long finding a spot in the library, and when we finally got down to studying,
I felt that I couldn't keep my mind on CARC.
The whole time I was doing the tutorials,
my mind was somewhere else, and only God knows where.
Studied for about an hour before going to Bedok Reservoir to hang out, was friggin hot and humid there.
So didn't stay for long.
Went back to school's stadium and slacked and slacked, den went home.

Thursday. Which was yesterday.
Funny. I don't remember anything that happened yesterday.
Maybe cos I didn't do anything the whole day?
Cant be.
Hmm....

And today.
C-maths Exam!
Was pretty retarded, the first question.
Truth table, I forgot everything I learned on that.
The next 3 questions, SETS!
Super easy topic, although question 2 was quite a crazy question.
Other than that, I think I stand a chance to pass C maths this term.
After that went to yishun, wanting to eat at Long John Silver's, but it was full, so went to BK instead.
After that went home and slacked.
And went for missions rally!
Was 40 mins late due to my dad.
Said he wanted to shower and would only take 5 minutes but ended up taking 20mins instead.
That's the Phua family guys for you, sad to say I'm not much different.
Missions rally was good, the speaker was really good, and although I missed almost the whole first part, the last sentence he said was pretty powerful, and provoking me to think.
He said "I can't be just sitting there"
Meaning that, there's much more to life than just sitting there.
So many of my friends have tasted the life of total freedom.
But for me, I still have many boundaries,
cos my parents don't trust me at all.
But, all is not lost,
I will find a way to gain their trust and let them give me the freedom I deserve.

There's so much to life, I just realised,
there are many ups and downs,
one moment you may be at your peak,
and the next moment you're in the pits.
Its really interesting how life brings you on a unique journey,
an experience that no one else can have but you.
There's love, there's fun, there's money, there's adventure all waiting out there for us.
I just wanna break free and grab a hold of that future that awaits me.
What is destiny?
Well, tell me when you find out.

I saw her on the bus the other day
It just so happened that she boarded the same bus as me
I was sitting near the front
With the seat next to me available
There I was, hoping for a miracle
But instead, she walked by just like that
Without noticing me
Without acknowledging my existence
Oh my heart melted when I saw her
Oh how my heart torn into a million pieces
This shall not spell my defeat
I will find a way to her
Even if it takes forever.
LOVE, the mother of all heartaches.