Saturday, January 17, 2009

Two different worlds collide

You know the saying that you always end up like the person you'd never dreamt of becoming?
Its due to the fact that you watch that person's actions too much and start getting influenced by it subconsciously.
Well, for one I always told myself that I'd never become like my father.
Truth is, I've become more like him than I ever have before.
I started noticing my actions recently, and I felt that I've started to talk like him, act like him and just becoming like him.
That's why I changed the way I dressed, made my hair up, all to avoid becoming him.

Well lets change the subject shall we?
I've been sick the past few days, and thanks to that I lost 10% for my OOPG assignment.
Took MC on thursday, and realised that MC wasn't valid for late submission of the assignment.
Went back to school on Friday to submit it.
Prepared net lesson and worship super last minute.
However, I felt that net was really good, cos everyone is starting to open up more and starting to share alot.
Thats the thing about net group that I enjoy, we all learn from one another, instead of just having to see one person talking the whole time.

Today was great!
Tennis was fun!
Bowling was frustrating.
Edge was awesome.
I was a little unattached during dinner time.
Felt abit lost and confused.
And AMK/SK club has a new name!
S.I.A.N (Stanley, Ivan, Arthur, Nicholas).
LOL ok no link...
Random thoughts in this post.

Hope my parents understand what I'm going through.
Hope that I'll buck up and start getting focused.
Hope that my calling and vision won't die.
Hope that I myself won't die.

Ahh ok whatever I'll end here.

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