Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.

Dear Father, i know you are not like my earthly father.
and i want to declare this into my soul.
That You will never leave me, forsake me nor abandon me.
You have always been there. Throughout all the pain i feel.
You see it all. Nothing escapes Your eyes.
And yet i know, You will never treat me like how men does.
Because You have loved me with an everlasting love.

Today, I learnt a very important lesson.
That God will put me through tests and trials,
in the knowledge that I'll rise up stronger than ever.
Tonight, I made a decision to trust God.
It won't be easy, no.
But today, I broke down, and I let God heal my heart.
Forgive me, dear readers for bombarding you with depressing posts.
I'm going through a season which isn't easy to deal with.
And with 2 kinds of emotional pain coming at the same time.
I thought I wouldn't make it.
But through friends, people who love God and show concern for me,
I learnt that I'm not alone,
I know that there are people praying for me,
I know that I'm loved in the body of Christ.
And thanks to all those who care.
I wouldn't be alive if not for you guys.
Really, my life would have literally ended if not for you.