A new phase

Okay, so it's been about 3 months since I've been here.
It's been a roller coaster ride of emotions.
Having to choose between so many things.
Having to make decisions that will affect relationships positively.
It's been trying, it's been tough.
However, thank God for the patience he's given me.
Always, I've been asked, "so who's better? Them or us?".
And I always have to avoid it.
Oh well.
Just when I was starting to get accepted in the 3/4 cliques, this had to happen.
God sees the bigger picture, of course.
I've learned to accept that I'm a part of 7/8 now, but being part of a new region doesn't necessarily mean that I have to throw away old relationships.
I'm still trying to learn to find the balance.
Hope God continues to grant me strength in this.
All seems to be going good at the moment.
7/8 is great, but it's definitely not home.
I'm still waiting for the day that I can finally go home (: