Been dreading school a lot these few weeks.Everyday I drag my feet to the lab to do work.
This really isn't for me.
I try SO HARD, but really, this school, this course really isn't for me.
I'm in year 3 already.
Survived till here only by God's grace.
The grace that I really really need right now.
School's really been taking the life out of me.
I'm now more short tempered and easily weary.
Need to snap out of this.
Been so distracted thinking of the plans that God has in store for me after I graduate and after NS.
These 3 years are gonna be quicker if I purpose to live for him not just after NS, but before and during it.
Right now that's just my struggle.
I enter school with the mentality that the devil resides in my school (which in fact I quite strongly believe he does).
I really need God to empower me during this period.
Bad enough I don't have many friends in school, bad enough my parents aren't really showing me the emotional and spiritual support that I need.
I'm really really counting on God's strength and grace to pull through right now.
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. - 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
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