Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Arthur is deprived of sleep...

This might sound unlike me, but I'm actually doing assignments.... All for the damn 35% of the overall semester....
Back then in secondary school, homework didn't matter, only the O'levels did.
But now, I'm still finding it hard to adjust to poly life, as in we have to complete out work before the tutorial session itself, which I feel is a dumb system...
And dad just told me off for not prioritising my time well...
I just wanted to ask him to piss off... He doesn't know what I'm going through... He never has and he never will.
All he does is say, "If you continue to keep your attitude like that, you're not gonna make it"
Ya all he says to me are negative stuff...
Everything...
Hellooooo? What do you think I'm doing? Obviously I'm seeking help for my subjects right?
Why do you have to just kick me when I'm down?
Oh the times I've dreamt about how my life would be if I had better parents...
If you think my parents are good, as in the fact that they can stay home all day and not go to office to work, let me make it clear to everyone, too much of a good thing is a BAD thing.
I'm so deprived of sleep, fun, recreation and ya, sleep! And here he is, nagging about how I'm not gonna make it....
Anyway I hope to move out from this house the first chance I get when I grow older.
That way I will be forced to learn to be independent... Which is a good thing luh...

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