Ok, so i deleted the post below....
Cos i felt that maybe the feelings expressed there were too strong and violent.
Might be making another blog in livejournal, so that locked posts are enabled.
But I do apologise, cos that post has come under much scrutiny by the people around me.
So it appears that I might have made many rash decisions.
So yeah.
Had more friendly advice from net leader again.
My net leader is so wise. (~I'm not worthy... I'm not worthy....~)
Always seems like she does the right thing.
Hmm.
How to make better decisions in life?
Teach me, and I will surely learn.