Where's the black ball arh?

Today was probably the most eventful day this whole holiday.
Went for badminton with region 3/4 ppl.
Had lotsa fun, although I got owned, and the worse was when Esther owned me upside down.
I found out that I'm much better at playing singles rather than doubles, cos I like to have the whole court to myself, I'm a selfish bugger, I noe.
Jordan said that the way I swing resembles a tennis player's swing, so that gives me more reason to go learn tennis.
After that lunch at KFC, abit sinful, but who cares?
JJ ate all the cheese.
Jordan put cheese into his mashed potato.
They made fun of the Gnin brothers.
Had fun talking, after which went to play pool for awhile.
And....
Got owned again.
The joke of the day today, was during the pool match between me and Gab Gnin, we were so engrossed in the game that no one realised that I accidentally hit the black ball in already, which meant that I lost.
But... No one realised until someone shouted, "Where's the black ball arh?"
Then we all paused for a moment.
Then laughter.
My match against Evie was worse.
Got so many fouls.
So many choices to hit, but when I tried, the white ball just weaved its way through everything and either hot nothing, or went into a hole.
Felt so noobish.
At net, same same, I guess, had a rather short net meeting, den went down to SengKang sculpture park to meet the other half of SK net and Punggol net.
Played ice and water, 2 rounds.
Then hide 'n' seek.
Was quite fun overall.
Ice and water, only David could keep up with me and only I could keep up with David.
LOL.
Dashed so fast that after that I just had my vision blurred, due to lack of oxygen in brain.
I didn't noe that they would hang around until so late.
They got so much life.
Me? No life.
Once parents call means must go.
Rawr.
Lucky Sheryl was there, if not I would have had to put up with verbal assaults from dad, I expected him to like scold me like hell when we reached home but I just locked the door.
Haha so now I guess I'm just gonna watch bleach until morning, and try to get some sleep.

I want to spend at least one day alone with her.
But she just doesn't notice me at all.
All fear of rejection will overwhelm me when I think of intorducing myself.
I don't know unless I try.
But the humiliation of rejection is far worse than I can take.