Malaysia

Ok, so I have only 3 more days to spend in Malaysia.
Its not much, and we don't know how things will go.
Its quite a depressing scene in Grandpa's room.
We rented a hospital bed for him so that there's all the 'functions' needed.
The nurse comes occasionally to chat with him and take care of him.
He's not doing too well, lost a lot of weight, reducing him to literally skin and bones.
Its just like the skin is sagging from his bones when he lifts his hands.
Its really alot of suffering for him.
I can imagine the discomfort he's going through.
Pray.
Thats all I can say now.
Pray that he finally finds eternal peace and rest.
Free from this dying body.
Free from suffering.
Pray.
For the 2 sons, my dad and my uncle, that God will grant them comfort should anything happen.
Its always a moody atmosphere when I enter his room.
He wants love and attention, but i fail to give that to him.
I can't even speak his language, Cantonese.
What am I to say when I'm there?
What am I to do?
All I can do is to hold back the tears.
And to try to grant him some comfort and rest.

Cousins are doing well, having exams now though.
So the fun factor has been cut by 70%
I'm also supposed to be studying, and I did, for 4 hours overall.
Guitaring here isn't the same.
I love my guitar.
So all I can do is to MSN, Facebook and to watch anime.
Occasionally I play a few warcraft customs games and that's it.
We did get to play Fifa 09 on the PS2, as well as card games.

Week of prayer and fasting.
Not much fasting though.
On Thursday, the 2nd day of our arrival to Malaysia,
for lunch we went to a restaurant called Black Canyon.
I ate American fried rice, and had a mocha ice blended with whipped cream on top.
For dinner, we had western!
Sirlion steak, fries, cole slaw, salad, escargot, shellfish, ice lemon tea, cream of mushroom, etc.
Yumm...
Today, had a really good dinner, Chinese food, but we had fried chicken, curry chicken, butter prawn, rice, veggies, and lots of chinese tea.
Although it doesn't sound as good as western food, believe me it comes a close second.
Anyway I'm going to attend my cousin's church tomorrow.
I have a funny feeling that something bad might happen tomorrow.
Shhhh.....

This whole week.
All I've been doing is thinking of her.
My mind's been so distracted.
After not seeing her for such a long time.
I hope things fall into place soon.
I wanna know the outcome soon enough.
The suspense is killing me.