Friday, October 31, 2008

Mixed frenzy of emotions and feelings

Somehow I can't wait for tomorrow to come.
But at the same time, I wish it would never come.
I'm dreading it and looking forward to it at the same time.
I'm happy but frustrated at the same time.
I'm lucky but unlucky at the same time.
Why?
God knows.
I have no idea why I've been feeling like that lately.
I've become fed up with my life.
Its neither here nor there.
Its always somewhere in between.
And its a pretty screwed up situation.
Seems like things were never to be made simple for me.
I've just been given the tougher route of life, in terms of emotions.
I can't explain it in words.
But most people wouldn't want to be in my shoes.
It always never works my way.
Something has to go wrong, and I'm usually the biggest casualty.
I just want to be left alone, but at the same time I want to be around my friends.
Its an extremely annoying feeling.
And I have no idea which way to turn.



You Are Much Closer to Your Friends



Your friends are so great, it's hard not to be the closest to them.
As for your family, your relationship with them is probably a bit strained.
It's okay though. While you can't pick your family, you can pick your friends.
And you've picked some amazing friends who count as family to you.


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