Meaning?

Had a dream last night.
I was standing on the top of a hill facing the ocean.
And at the bottom of the hill I saw her.
Standing in the breeze, facing the sea.
I stopped and stared.
And after what seemed like forever,
White dots of residue started falling down from the sky.
Finally, it snows in Singapore.
She began to stretch out her hand to allow the snow to land gently onto her hand.
It was a gentle feeling and there was a lot of peace and serenity at that moment.
After a long while she started to turn around,
And just as she was about to lift her head to look at me...

I woke up.
Annoying, even in my dreams.
She didn't get to see me.

Alright, enough of that.
How's my week been?
So-so la, not that bad, not that good either
I don't know why, lately I've been feeling lonely, and its my own fault.
I keep to myself and I don't let up.
At home I get easy frustrated.
Why did the maid do something so foolish?
Now the whole family has to chip in and do the housework,
not to mention taking care of my grandmother.
Seriously troublesome.
On top of that I still have O'levels to study for,
and my poly schedule is quite stressful.
Almost 9-5pm everyday.
I don't mind starting early.
I just hate ending late.
Cos by the time I reach home I'd be dead tired.
I used to be able to sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am easily.
Now guess my body has aged.
I wouldn't have the energy to last the day if I did that now.

Anyway, net last week was good!
It was good to be back after going missing for 2 weeks.
Edge was fun as usual.
Really like the new series on 'Search'
Sunday, not too good, I guess.
They wanted the net leaders to go and meet with the primary 6 kids to welcome them into the youth ministry.
I was a little reluctant, as I realised that my brother was one of them.
Monday, went to Matthew's birthday barbeque, it was normal, not super, but not bad as well.
Was really dreading to go to school yesterday, wanted to skip school.
But I went and managed to accomplish a bit.
Ok, my paper starts at 2pm today.
Should get a move on.
Sorry Andrew and Clement for leaving you two alone today.

Someone says my blog sux.
Why can't people just mind their own business.
I don't understand how people can be such lowlifes as to flame others' blogs.
Anyway I'm not going to care much about this.
So long, and goodbye ;)