Disturbed

So today I was feeling rather off....
Was thinking about how much I'm going to miss when everybody goes for youth camp...
The biggest event of the year, the event I've been looking forward to since the last youth camp, and I have to miss it...
Take a leave of absence?
I wouldn't mind, only that I'll miss my term tests when my GPA is already so low.
Parents will condemn that decision.
Other options?
Helicopter down everyday to attend the night sessions.
Too costly.
Leave a note and just sneak off...
Take a 5 day MC?
WHAT CAN I DO TO GET INTO YOUTH CAMP!!!
I'm desperate...
RAWR!
I'm going to be kept in suspense till the end of youth camp, and I'm gonna feel so left out when everyone's talking about it.
Should I sign up in faith and hope that they'll reschedule?
Argh....
This bites...
I really hate poly schedules.... Why do they have to be so 'special'???
When we're having holidays, others are having school or exams...
When we are having exams, others have holidays...
We're being isolated from the other half of the teenage community in Singapore and I'm not liking this one bit...
Youth camp youth camp...
Pray pray pray...
I want teleportation powers!