Shit happens

Why does shit always happen to me, all I ever wanted was a life free from control, where I can do whatever I want, whenever I want to. I want to be given freedom as a legal citizen of Singapore, when i turn 18. Parents say they don't give me a curfew, but they always call by 9.30pm when I'm not home, and ask me to come home, isn't that a curfew all the same?
I thank God for last night when my handphone couldn't detect any signal the entire night, so I didn't have to go through the nagging that I hate so much.
Even tonight, I wanted to meet up with the other SengKang nets, but no, my parents didn't allow it.
Reason? I've been out the whole day already.
I mean like, its my life, I know what I can handle and what I can't handle.
My energy level is determined by how much fun I'm having.
I hate being told that I'm not cut out for something when in actual fact I am cut out for it.
My dad, being Mr-Know-It-All, thinks I'm still a kid, and he probably thinks he's still living in Malaysia.
There's no trust between my parents and I, there never has been, probably never will.
Why do I dress like this, why do I fail my studies? Why do I badmouth them? Why am I rude to them?
Its all in the hope that they give up on me and just leave me alone.
I'm feeling super pissed now.
Mum just gave me a 'lecture' about the fact that I can speak so nicely to my friends but can't talk nicely to her.
But isn't it the same with her?
She always nags and yells at me, but with her friends, she's totally opposite.
Isn't that hypocrisy?
I can't wait for them to leave on Sunday, really it stinks to have to see their faces and listen to their voices everyday.
Thats the main reason why I want to study overseas next time.
So I don't have to see them.
I think I've said enough already, any more and it'll all be just vulgarity after vulgarity.
Trust me, this isn't who I am normally, but the people who 'gave me life' is starting to kill me, slowly, and they'd better realise it before its too late.