Today,

All these people are a part of my life.
And today, all were seen in one location, at one event.
Hotdog holocaust.
Where Felix, JJ and Aiman were forced to chow down loads of hotdogs while me and Nicholas watched.
Where the message entitled, "Don't hold back" captivated me alot.
Many salvations were seen today.
I'm happy for them.
Hope they're gonna be consolidated and discipled well.
Hope they grow into the people that God has planned for them to be.
I know a seed has planted, and I know it will grow.
The results might not be immediate, but I'll be constantly watering this seed with prayers and blessings.

Today, old wounds opened.
Today I wondered how my friends would see me jumping and praising God.
Today, I decided to praise and worship God with all of my might, as always, even in the presence of my friends.
Today, I've decided to take a stand, and not hold back anymore.
Today, I prayed hard that people would come into the saving knowledge of God.
Today, I just felt disappointed, that things didn't turn out the way I hoped for.

Take me past the outer courts,
into the holy place,
past the brazen alter,
Lord I want to see Your face.
Take me by the crowds of people,
and the priests who sing your praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
but it's only found in one place.

Take me into the holy of holies,
take me in by the blood of the lamb.
Take me into the holy of holies,
take the coal,
cleanse my lips,
here I am.